i hope that everytime he thinks of me, he see's me with him. i hope everytime he thinks maybe he misses me, he remembers how fucking amazing i am and that someone else is getting the best parts of me. i hope that everytime he thinks of me or says my name, he remembers how much i loved him and that he will never have that again, but someone else is. i hope he hurts like i hurt after what he did to me. i'm free of him and i hope he is never free of me, i hope that i eat away at him till he's almost crazy with grief over what he will never have again.