forced femme

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I meant to post this before now but this is my first day off in a while, someone at work quit so me and the whore have been having to work extra shifts until the boss can find someone new. Went to a fetish gig held locally last weekend, had a lot of fun. Freya went the first day and it was pretty tame, some hot people wearing hot clothes but aside from that nothing really that fascinating, I guess I'm kind of jaded because I work in a store that sells sex toys, everything they were showing off I had at least heard of before, even if we don't actually stock it. Speaking of which, the stocks were rather interesting, would love to have a guy in them so I could do whatever I wanted to him, heh. I was made aware of this get together by Brandy who comes into my work sometimes. She says she only browses if the other girl (That would be Debbie the slut) is working, then comes back and buys when I am working. She was there with her husband/girlfriend Carol who was wearing a schoolgirl outfit with his hands cuffed in front of him and a leash and dog collar, it was so hot I was getting just a little moist as they say.

The second day I found more interesting, although Freya decided she wasn't really interested in going back. There was a number of things going on, including a fundraiser for a charity called "living positive" for people who have HIV. They had two boys and two women there, for a five dollar donation you could either spank one or get spanked by one. Of course they were clothing, but still not bad. As I was waiting to spank the boy I commented that I would pay fifty bucks if the boy was wearing a skirt. Well the person running to booth thought that was a great idea and whisked the sub boy away for a few minutes. I don't know who they borrowed the skirt from but he was back 10 minutes later wearing a little red miniskirt over his jockey shorts. It was so hot lifting up his cute little skirt and beating his ass with a paddle, good thing he was clearly a genuine sub because they told the next person in line to go easier on him. But for the next ten or fifteen minutes anyone who wanted to spank him before he changed back had to pay twenty dollars. There were four other women who wanted to do so, and Brandy volunteered Carol to go for a round too. I swear that was the funniest thing I have ever seen, a guy dressed like a schoolgirl in a dog collar, spanking a guy who is dressed entirely like a guy, even had a goatee, but wearing a red miniskirt. That was the highlight of my weekend.


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Posted this in my own journal recently and decided to share it here.

One of my girls, Dawn, was celebrating her birthday on the 8th. We hit the clubs and had a good time, everyone got a little drunk, David (our DD) even had a few once we got back to Dawn's place after hitting a liquor store. We kept on partying into the night, I remember at one point finding a quiet corner with Freya and messing up our lipstick, which made Adam, Dawn's bf, happy. He spent much of the night bugging Dawn about what she was going to wear to our halloween party. Apparently she hadn't decided yet and he wanted her to wear a french maid outfit. So I suggested a little game, and by the time it began it was me, Angie and Dawn playing against Adam, David and Dawn's bro Kennedy. The game was simple. One boy did something, then the girls had to do it. One girl does something, then the boys had to do it. Anyone who can not is eliminated. Anyone still in takes a shot of Captain Morgan's Spiced Rum. Next round continues with a different boy and girl leading the rest, when one team is eliminated they lose and forfeit their choice of halloween costume to the winners. The first few rounds eliminated One from each side, Angie couldn't stand on one leg after a shot with the heels she was wearing, and Adam refused to do a girlie clap and hug the nearest person of the same gender. Then it came to my second turn. I enlisted Bruce, who recently got married to his long time bf Abe, as an impartial assistant to both teams. Bent my knees like I was sitting down and put my back against a wall. I then had Bruce hand me the little television from Dawn's bedroom. Then I stood up. If anyone has ever heard about this particular trick you know the diference in hip structure and center of balance between the genders makes this a simple trick for women but boys can not do it. So we won!

Tues morning the six of us and a few other stragglers, including Freya hit a local costume shop to see what they had left. All of us girls had fun, I don't think they boys enjoyed themselves as much. We must have given them half the costumes in the store to try on and then show off for us. Dawn did agree to wear the Maid Outfit but so is Adam. Angie cast David as a Roman Gladiator and then I got to decide Kennedy's costume. So many things I could have chosen. I was sorely tempted to give him Snow White but I eventually decided on something a little more Elegant
big bots, guns, ironhide

*sigh* All the good guys... :/

I've been really feeling this guy at work. Our moms work at the same salon, and he applied for a job at the store I work after my mom told his mom I got a job there...

He is so cute, softspoken, respectful, and mannerable... and just... all the things all guys would be in a perfect world.

But he is maybe two years or so younger than me, too hot to be single I'm sure, and I don't even think he is interested in me.


I hate when he gets off work before I do. I love when we work at the same times. I love him kidding around with me. He's just a cool guy. My mom actually said it before I did. She sort of teases him when she sees him because she realized all of this a long time ago.

First, I didn't even notice him. Now, I think about him all the time.

But I'll never have a guy like that. I hate this feeling.

However, if I could feel this way more often, I'd probably have more faith in males.
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A boy in a skirt is still a boy

Well I am officially baned for a month at the bar where I met Freya. I was there Friday night, it was packed. Now, being a GLTB bar there are always a few trannies there. Usually I think it's kind of cute. Not hot like an unwilling male being dressed, or a self-conscious boy doing it for halloween, but still kind of cute. Freya couldn't make it so I'm just having a couple cold ones, dancing. If anyone flirts with me I'll lightly flirt back but nothing serious. At one point I'm sitting enjoying my beer, amusing how at a GLBT bar the women mostly order beer and the boys order more coolers and "girlie" drinks.

There's a tranny sitting not too far away from me wearing a plaid mini-skirt a white shirt knotted under his padded bra, and those rediculous heels that are like 7" with the platform on them. So as we're sitting there a girl walks by, a little on the plump side but still pretty cute. This Trannie in the slut outfit goes "mooo." as she walks past. At first I think I must have misheard it, until his companion, another trannie dressed more conservatively, starts laughing. I sit there and try to go back to my drink, but every time a woman walks by this fucking asshole makes some obnoxious comment, either insulting their figure, their outfit, or just them in general, and each time his companion guffaws at the so-called-wit or says something along the lines of "That outfit would look better on you". Eventually "mooo" girl comes back with a really hot girl, I think they look kind of cute together, but of course school-slut has to make a comment.

"She should ditch the porkchop and come be with someone as hot as she is." or something like that. I guess the chubby girl heard him because she looks back at him and he has the nerve to say, "What, no-one said the word cheeseburger." By this point I am pissed, Trannies usually say they are paying homage to the female identity, but this fucker is using it as just another way to mock us and ridicule us. So I get up, walk up to him, throw my beer in his face, prompting him to take a swing t me but in those stupid shoes he could exactly throw a real punch without losing his balance. I punched him across the side of his jaw. The long and the short of it is that the bouncers separated us, and called the police, we both agreed not to press charges when the police arrived. So now I have a $250 fine for fighting in public and am banned for a month from one of my fave bars.

X-posted to hell.
big bots, guns, ironhide

I posted a shorter version this in __rant__ earlier.

I read an article called "Appalling disgrace at one Ohio high school".

It was about 64 students in a group of 490 being pregnant. Now I am sick of teens mating too. 99% of the time, it is quite preventable. But when are they going to do some statistics on the males who impregnate these girls? I know it's harder, since it's easy for a male to go "I'm not the father," but society could at least TRY to point a finger at the guys too. Is the 490 number even including males? Or just the amount of females?

The girls getting pregnant is an "appalling disgrace?" What the fuck is it when the males get them knocked up?

And it's funny how they call it "teen pregnancy."

As if teens as a whole are counted in the statistics. Hah. It's a female only statistic!

Males don't get pregnant, and they make it sound like unplanned children is only a female problem. This is exactly why so many males get off the hook when it comes to sexual wrong doings. They are using this term to attack young females and put the responsibility on them solely. Because it's admirable when men are getting some nookie, dontcha' know. Because if you get a girl pregnant, you can just deny its yours or skip town. But the girl is left to decide her future, and regardless of her option, her life may never be the same. But if a girl gets pregnant, she was getting what she asked for, the filthy whore. Because children are punishment for the woman, while an orgasm is a reward for the man, of course.

If she has an abortion, she is the one who is left getting the insults.

If she gets it adopted, she is only lucky if the baby is healthy and Caucasian.

If she births it, 90% of the responsibility for taking care of it usually falls only on her, while the meager and only occasional child support is barely enough for formula often times.

Let's not take into account the often failed sense of responsibility these young females have. Who is to say that if she gives into pressure and keeps the infant, that she will raise it to be more responsible than she was? Ignorance breeds ignorance. They often teach women ONE option about how to prevent pregnancy. ABSTINANCE. And yet, males are taught how to get a girl in the sack and sweet talk her and manipulate/dominate her like professionals from birth. And if they get her pregnant, just shrug and call her a whore who could be pregnant by anyone within a ten mile radius. Males are good at this, and people tend to believe this, because it's easy to talk down about females, since the illusion in our society is that all of us are tramps, whores, stupid, shallow. And the reality is... That's its not just females. It's the y chromosome that seems to carry these traits most prominantly.

x-posted in whatever communities I thought would understand the point of this message
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i hope he hurts

i hope that everytime he thinks of me, he see's me with him. i hope everytime he thinks maybe he misses me, he remembers how fucking amazing i am and that someone else is getting the best parts of me. i hope that everytime he thinks of me or says my name, he remembers how much i loved him and that he will never have that again, but someone else is. i hope he hurts like i hurt after what he did to me. i'm free of him and i hope he is never free of me, i hope that i eat away at him till he's almost crazy with grief over what he will never have again.
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